Pensive Moments :: Part 1
This has never happened before
And I’m kind of at a loss.
What’s left when your last defense fails?
Like always, You took it all away.
I asked for it’s absence and You granted,
And that’s really nothing new.
But you’ve never put it back before now,
And I don’t know how to react to that.
Part of me finds this pleasing.
The other part feels like You’re teasing me.
If it’s what you want, You know I’ll do it.
I jump at the chance to indulge my romantic side.
But if this isn’t Your will, take it away now.
Just strip it from my chest somehow.